Age Twenty-Six
by Mariah Sells
Twenty years ago I considered this day. I dreamt of death.
I dreamt of their conceptual Heaven and me,me spinning in circular patterns and holding your hand and looking up
like smiles in the rain,
a naive and receptive child in a church pew. But you’re not smilingevery time
because after you conceived me,you assessed the sadness of this world— you assessed the sadness and the world failed your standards, so you left
it at age twenty-six
like frowns under the rain of your own sadness,a pretentious and agnostic teenager in a church pew. And until now, I’ve never cared for my birthday. Even words can’t feasibly describe my thoughts when personal pain caused life to abandon you, |
Copyright © 2012 by Mariah Sells